If you need to ask, you'll never know, but if you know, you need only to ask.


I hadn’t made myself throw up in a few months (with the exception of being too drunk) and I’ve thrown up for the past two days now. I hate being home with all this shit in the house. I prefer my orthorexia back at school over this lack of self control. Fuck.

shrinking shrinking shrinking
never really thinking
thinking thinking thinking
always about shrinking