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I hadn’t made myself throw up in a few months (with the exception of being too drunk) and I’ve thrown up for the past two days now. I hate being home with all this shit in the house. I prefer my orthorexia back at school over this lack of self control. Fuck.
For girls who have deathly problems with food
It’s so much bigger than the thoughts of a dude
shrinking shrinking shrinking
never really thinking
thinking thinking thinking
always about shrinking
I lingered in the mirror too long…
I haven’t eaten over 600 calories in a month, and i burn 200-600 a day through running/rowing/p90X. I don’t feel crazy tired anymore though, and I’ve gotten used to the dizziness.
I guess I’ll have to lower the limit and up the exercise.
I just want this to kill me.
mild on the way down.
flaming on the way up.