If you need to ask, you'll never know, but if you know, you need only to ask.
I haven’t been on eating disorder tags in a while, and I feel like a lot more people are recovering than the last time. Yay you guys! Hang in there, everyone.
Why must holidays be so centered around food?
How did I survive last year?
shrinking shrinking shrinking
never really thinking
thinking thinking thinking
always about shrinking
I love drugs because when I feel like I may die I am the happiest person.
…and all that sadness is what eats away at your heart.
but at the end of the day I still really fucking hate myself.