If you need to ask, you'll never know, but if you know, you need only to ask.
I can’t believe that although I listened to the song many times, I never really heard it. It may not be the best or my favorite song, but maybe if more people opened their ears suicides could be prevented. Maybe it took everything that’s happened these past few years, but now The Fray’s “How to Save a Life” cuts deep.
It may seem easy to “just not eat”, but anorexia is anything but “just not eating”.
I hate here.
I want to frolic in nature while someone films me with a vintage camera style in slow motion while I laugh and then dance with them and then I want it to be played at my funeral. Not even to be remembered of as tragic or beautiful but I just want people to see how happy someone can seem to be even though they are already dead on the inside. I also really like this song and his voice it’s just so nice. Some things are just so nice.
I hadn’t made myself throw up in a few months (with the exception of being too drunk) and I’ve thrown up for the past two days now. I hate being home with all this shit in the house. I prefer my orthorexia back at school over this lack of self control. Fuck.
The people who get the happiest about the tiniest of things may be depressed. They are looking for anything to make them happy. Don’t think they’re oversensitive; they are learning to be happy about nothing. They are learning to be happy about everything.